aimless romance
Forever 21+

went shopping this weekend. and stopped by F21+ They had an awesome sale! 
I bought 2 dresses. 3 pairs of shorts. and 1 top… and i paid $46 AND NO TAX!!! lol.

i LOVE tax free shopping.  

Convo with the Mother. LMAO. i love this woman.

Me: If i die do you have to pay off my student loans? 

Mom: Only if you can send a check from Hell. « RUDE!!

why? do you plan on dying. 

Me: maybe after I’m done with school. Then I wouldn’t have to pay them. 

What if I fake my own death? is that against the law? 

Or if I move to a different country can I still use my degree and not pay them back? 

(she answers everything so seriously even though i’m being ridiculous) 

Mom: yes, it’s against the law. if you move and come back you’ll have to pay then. 

Remember, The Govt ALWAYS gets their money. (LOL)

Me: What about Mexico or Canada… do you think they can find me there?? 

(she didn’t reply i think she may have gotten fed up with me. lol)


i HATE this picture. i seriously want to unfollow EVERYONE who reblogs it. 

never did i think.

i’m seeing a guy and i never though HE would be the one with confidence issues. didn’t think I would be the one re-assuring HIM. jesus… how do guys do this all the time. 

lol. 

bear with me…

This is gonna be long winded… but I need to say it somewhere. There is this guy I seriously consider him one of my best friends… well he e-mailed this to me the other day…

From him: 

Hey so i want and need to tell you something but i don’t want to come off in a way that doesn’t express what I really mean. Ok first i want you to know that I find you very attractive and I like the way you look. Ok so of course now you’re waiting for the but… There isn’t one. I just wanted to tell you that I am concerned about your health and only your health based of your size and you need to know those are my only reasons for saying what I’m saying. well I just want you to be healthy and i know you must have a million things on your mind and that i have no clue what your life is like but I’m only saying what I’m saying out of love and caring for you. 

From me:

Ok. So I know what I want to say, but I don’t want to sound like a bitch… or be mean… but I’m not sure I know how else to express myself. 
I’ve ALWAYS worked out, I’ve always been active, I’ve never let my weight stop me from doing things I want and I eat more healthy than most people I know. And yes for the past year or so I haven’t worked out as much as I should… but honestly I think that is non of your fucking concern. I have never been nor do I plan on hating myself or my body because of my weight. Considering my size I have always been confident with my looks… and having YOU say that is crap. I will NEVER lose weight because someone else says I should.  If I make that decision… it will be MY decision. 
I hate that you feel like this was necessary, and all that this accomplished was piss me off. I have ALWAYS been this size… but no one has ever made me feel like this. And I honestly don’t think anyone has brought it up since I was like 12… and I never thought I would have to hear it again… especially from YOU.I seriously feel like just telling you to fuck off right now. 
—not sure if i was out of line with my reply, but his e-mail really ticked me off. 

Big Girl job starts on Monday.

8:30 am SHARP… I guess I should start getting my sleeping patterns back to normal. Staying online till 7am and sleeping till 4pm isn’t going to cut it. 

I’ll start tomorrow… TONIGHT I celebrate!! lol. 

this man is so handsome! 

this man is so handsome! 

I GOT THE JOB

In a family law office. I’ll be secretary/para-legal… Can’t wait to start get paid!!

LOL… this applies to WAY too many people. 

LOL… this applies to WAY too many people. 

frozen daiquiri at 3:30… i think so! 

frozen daiquiri at 3:30… i think so!